Love is... Introduction


If you watched wall street: money never sleep movie, you will see the complexity of money and those financial-number or whatever you called it. But it did killed one decent man and destroy people life.
And if you think that it's very hard to handle that, well I think you should really
think again. Some people said every problems have their solution but if you take a shortcut way, is that also called the solution?

Well, I think yes, it might be another way of your answer because it takes all the courage with in you to commit suicide. And in the matter of fact, I am not really support it. But we are not here to talk or listen about the suicide part or conduct the debate of it. We are here to discuss about what we called love.

So what is it to you? Some people sure they know what it is, some may not be so sure, and some like me still have no ideas of what is it exactly...

Well, if you are thinking reading wall street journal or watching movie and saw the number running up can give you lots of headache, why don't you think again. Because those numbers are logical, they know where they come from and where they are heading to up or down. Some said they are formula, but for me it more like a varies of factor, let's say economic downturn or hedge fund. If you are not in investor side or have this so called genius instinct. You might have to study it very hard and close. But I am sure everyone can understand the nature of it. Not that advance but the basic ideas of how the market flow.

So... if you are now starting to confuse why I talk so much about finance stuff in the beginning or wondering if you could ever waste your time reading it or is this something to do with Love is... title? I am sure I can explain more about that.
I can actually talk about everything, like how the flower relate to love or how the food can match with your love style or dog or cat or even the new iPhone 4S but I tend to do it financially way.

But first of all, I have got to tell you this... I am no expert in those stuff. It looks like you sounds so smart when you talk about it to the one who know nothing about it. It likes you are the genius one in the group. So... why I compare love to this wall street journal type? It just a simple question... My dad...

So now what it got to do with my dad? Because he graduated from economic faculty and has invest in the stock market? Well, he is but that's not the ideas. But what he said to me before is always make me remember about it till present.

My dad once said to me that my education is his investment. And that's the end of his quote. It's so touched my heart but to tell you the truth I had no ideas or never seriously think it through during that time but I am not so sure why it always in my head... until now

But before we go anywhere further we should take a closer look of the word... LOVE.

"Love", the basic but meaningful word. It combines with four alphabets, one syllable and the meaning of " an emotion of strong affection and personal attachment.[1] Love is also a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection; and "the unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another" " according to wikipedia. But the truth is you can't take love by wikipedia or other dictionary.
If we can all accept the meaning from those, we won't be thinking about it now. People always redefine the meaning. Love is concerned to be a positive happy word but for some, now is the most painful word because it always come with tear and not a happiness tear, I supposed. So now, who is more complicated? Numbers or Love?
One thing I have got to say is... Love got no logic, it always happen therefore from emotional. But there is still the reason, but still no logic.

If you said because of he or she did that to you, so I loved him or her... should that be right? I don't know, or that might be the logic of love.

But, just for personal opinion I think Love is more like...

“Freedom and love go together. Love is not a reaction. If I love you because you love me, that is mere trade, a thing to be bought in the market; it is not love. To love is not to ask anything in return, not even to feel that you are giving something- and it is only such love that can know freedom.”

Well, I think I should just end my story now because I just posted a quote killing all my story. But I don't really care if it so contradict.

What if I rewrite love in the sense of wall street journal? So I can give you the idea of how it really related. On the other hand, I would say how does love places itself in people relationship. And also help me finding Love really is, but just hope it won't get ugly during the way...

Flame and Glamour

ELLE Fashion Week 2010, Bangkok

The headquarter of catwalk in fashion industry had just
been showing the most tempting collection for next season.

The seats had been filled with the most
well known recognized people such as ..... you know who
Well, it's not easy for just normal people to share that moment.
The tickets were not there to sell.
Invitation ONLY, I supposed

As well as in Bangkok, Elle Fashion week just started on last Friday, 14 Oct,
which is hosted, of course from Elle Magazine.
And once again, every seat or said: space inside had been filled from the first show!
This not yet to include the place for their aggressive guards and staffs.

The tickets are only, yes ONLY for invited people like the other shows aboard.
And you know who we are talking about, if you are just an ordinary, don't dare steps in.
(actually, i am just kidding).

But, there was the moment that I am talking about here,
the moment that couldn't be bought by Money.
The tickets are not for sell of course, even (I believe) there are some left to give away.
Yes Yes, they give some tickets away for lucky winner, which I never get lucky.

Back to the moment, If you look around in those events.
You might also find faces, hi-so, glamourous, famous, wanna be famous and so on... walking around with the most stylish fashionista or whatever you would called in the odd world.

It took me one step back and one step forward, and realized that...
There was only flame and glamour that could take all of them here.

The Moment

French Icon Exhibition at BACC

We all assumed that people are wondering about having fabulous life.
To own all luxury, expensive, object that others couldn't have.
But, what's the fuzz all about, anyway?

Take a look at a fake LV bag that you could find anyway in the street market.
People are buying them even they know it fake, Nice job LV, You made it!

Apart from the fake stuff, let's take a moment when you look at these (so called) expensive/luxury items (for some that can't afford or said they didn't value/worship this product), but some might....

"It's can be a piece of art, we could say that.
When you ever take a closer look at this classic LV trunk.
You will get the feeling of what I am talking about.
The classic monogram defined the history of them all,
you can even smell the leather behind the window display somehow."

This is the moment of pleasure, my pleasure, I said.
Even I never own one of the LV, but this moment made me so exciting as if it were mine.

I don't need to have them, it doesn't define me.
But I just appreciate the fact that it has the story that can take my breath away.

Thanks to The Vintage Dolls that come to share the moment with me :)

Writing About Yourself

How many times do they make you write about yourself since you were in school,
college, workplace and so on. And every time, you don't know what to write,
like you don't even know yourself. Is it just me or other as well?

In the topic in such an application, they will ask you to write about yourself
and I was like......
and end with the same thing every time. Is this the normal thing or
you (I) didn't really get to know myself very well or
myself is not that interesting to know.

"Oh, poor me! My Life is Just Too BORING"

But my question is how will you describe yourself?
From who you really are or just faking it?
I think it's really hard as when you are saying like

"You love challenging works, but never thought that the challenging work

you are doing is too bored as much as your life" and that makes you wonder
if that are really what you would like to do?

I mean maybe, just maybe, it 's just only me only me who bored of myself
as much as writing the truth about myself. As many times as I want to express
myself in very exciting way, just to say why my life is so boring and dark.
BUT, who will accept that kind of people in their faculty or their firm.
Not to forget that they all love those positive attitude,
BUT again that what they want and not what they never give.

"Oh, Hope, please shine on me"

It's naturally that people don't like to accept the truth, why?
Because, it's hurting them so badly.
Like sticking the knife into your body when u are free.
So, what they normally do is to lie about themselves.

" Said, Tomorrow gonna be okay.
Said, Think of the bright side, maybe....
Well, STOP IT people, Accept it! that.... "

Tomorrow never will be okay, helloooooo, wakie wakie
Rise and shine, people

I mean, please don't take this seriously, It's just an out-loud thought of the one
who can't really really (really) think of anything to write about herself. 

"Said, lay"
so, hmmmm..... Let's start with my name is.......